Well hullo there my darling squadmates of three years! Yes, i've been wanting to post for quite a long time and since i'm allowed on the computer today, i'm going to post! hurray!
okay. firstly, i'd like to say that the blog name is [no offense] pretty long. I thought it was just
www.x-alon.blogspot.com at first but it wasn't. -__- lol stupid me.
Secondly, to ida:I read your february 7 post and let me tell you that you're not alone =D
I actually wanted to join npcc just to lose weight but then the whole plan backfired -__- now i'm three tons more than what i used to weigh HEHEHE whatever.
And now. The whole reason i wanted to post this post.
Ok. Don't you guys just hate it when you give face to the juniors, but they take advantage of it? I mean seriously lah, they walk past me with a guilty smile on their face and no greeting whatsoever, and when i turn around and go
"EXCUSE ME, GREETING PLEASE?"
they go
"OHHH, BUT I THOUGHT YOU SAID NO NEED TO GREET WHAT."
Let me clarify what i have said.
1) I
NEVER said to not greet me, for i am still your senior and i still deserve the respect. [by right respect is to be earned, but pfft whatever, the rule of npcc is to greet and rules are made for a reason so why can't you just ADHERE TO IT?!]
2) What i SAID, was to
NOT CALL ME MAAM WHEN IT IS NOT BLOODY NPCC, coz it's rather tacky to be called a 'Maam' in front of your friends right? Right.
3) I would still want to treat my juniors as friends after NPCC, because one thing i personally despise are arrogant seniors so i would not want to resemble one in any form [yes, even physically, which is where my obesity comes in handy.]
BUT i NEVER said anything about NOT greeting me because that STILL REMAINS STANDARD NO MATTER WHAT.
After all your efforts of clarifying to your darling juniors, some still
REFUSE to get it into their thick skulls that they misunderstood me, and still continue being annoyingly rude and not greeting me.
You know. As a very giving person, i'm used to being used. You give people chance, once, fine. Twice, okay. While other people would get pissed off by the third time, Nadiah Ameerah Binte Khairul still gives like nobody's business. Then when people don't have what they think they're supposed to have, ok lah, turn to who? Nadiah Ameerah Binte Khairul. Easy what, turn to her when they have problems, but when SHE has problems, nobody gives a friggin shit.
fuckers.If you're wondering what this has to do with anything, it also applies to that stupid not-greeting problem. My
intention was to not be arrogant and be friendly to my juniors, but obviously they have taken advantage of it and choose to be rude.
Eurgh, i swear to God, what is so hard about a freaking "Good morning maam!" or something like that? HONESTLY LAH.
Ok. There. I've vented out all my anger here. Was i too petty? No, i don't think anyone would like it that they have been disrespected right? I'm not exactly an examplery senior but i didn't think that they would take advantage of my friendliness at first. Of course, they proved me wrong.
So now, i don' t think i want to hate them
[yet] , perhaps give them a few more chances and if they blow it, then they'll see a side of me that they have not seen before. Bitchy, arrogant, vile, you name it.
Um. Does anybody remember their knots and lashings and everything? Because i forgot many knots and i don't even know how to pitch a tent :D hurray!
-.-"
-Nadiah.
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